I'm so freakin' happy today

Okay, so officially, today is the best day of my life-yet. Hahaha. So i did something with my crush and i'm sooooooooooo happy now! I can't tell you what it ia, 'cause then my friends who read this will figure out who he is. Aaaaaaaaaaah.

If I had a dime to show how happy i am right now, i'll be richer than Bill Gates!

Yeah, i know it made no sense. Hahahaha. Okay so all i wanna say is: i'm not disapointed for coming today. More soon

xoxo, chka

Why do you always poke your nose in my business??

Okay at first i want to complain about something but maybe it would be better if i keep my opinion to myslef. The title of my post say it all, though. LOLs

Lately, i really really hate myself. For what? For being such a stupid BRAT. Here's the thing: my dad want me to enrolled in Santa Ursula, but i don't want to, but because my father said i HAVE TO do everything he said it's not like i have any other options. But my father said he would bought me a MacBook if i got accepted, and a new SLR. But my father forgets about the new-SLR-thingy and he said he would only bought me a MacBook. Well, i got really really upset because of it. I know MacBook is an expensive thing let alone and a new SLR, but he promised, and i want him to keep his promise :(

Second. I know i haven't post that crazy photoshoot and there's another photoshoot! LOL. This time it's for the yearbook's committee. I'll post it later-i've been very busy lately. I''ve done like, i dk, 5 try outs? I mostly forget my score but this is it-kind of:

Mathematic: Good. The lowest score i've ever got for my try outs is 8.75 and the highest is 9.6

Indonesian: Average. The lowest score is 66(that means remedial) and the highest is 82

Science(Biology and Physic): BAD. The lowest is 6.2 and the highest is 8.2

English: Pretty Good. The lowest is 8.4 and the highest is 9.4

The average mark of my first subdistrict try outs is 8.333 and my second subdistrict try outs is 7.888. This means BAD.

That's all for now i'll post another post later. Oh yeah i want to post this new quotes-i made it my self!

"A gentleman is someone who doesn't make girls cry, a lady is someone who doesn't cry over some stupid, pathetic guys."

"If this relationship is a race, this must be the obstacles"

xoxo, chka

I thought i could trusted you :'(

If i told you my secret that means i thought i could trusted you.
Turned out i was wrong :'(

Hey guys! Yeah i'm still in the middle of the final test, but i don't care. I'm really upset yesterday-today too-because my friend(s) just broke my trust. I can't belive them! They said i can trust them, they won't tell anything to anyone. Turned out they were telling EVERYONE. Urgh! I'm so mad at them and so scared too. What if he knows my secret? What if everyone make fun of him? Or what if he hates me? Hhh... Whatever i'm too upset to think about it anymore.

I just want to post this:







I love that dress. I saw it on Green Wedding blog. It's a wedding dress. I wish my wedding dress can be exactly like that. Hahahaha

And this:








I really really wanted to cut my hair lately and my mom said i should curl it too. I want to be like this. I love the bangs and the curl too. What do you guys think? Hahaha. Well, that's all guys! Back to studying-yeah, right. TTYL!

xoxo, chka

In a middle of the not-so-awesome final test

Heyyaa! Omigosh! I'm still in the middle of this not-so-awesome final test. Oh damnnnnn. Hahahah. Oh well, i'm posting from my iPod now 'cause there's no way i can touch my computer in a time like this. LOLs. Oh well, let see now... What am i posting for? Honestly, i dk. Hahaha. I'm just feeling like blogging. Hehehe. Oh maybe i'll tell you about the party. Yes so last saturday i went to Mulia Hotel to attend my cousin's wedding(my cousin's cousin, but whatever). And i took a few photos with my cousin-one of them brought her SLR. Check it out.































Omigosh i can't believe how fat and short i am. And so i decided to curl my hair-permanently-'cause my some people said i look pretty good here. LOLs. Whaddya think? Oh and i want a new mobile too! You guys have no idea how messed up my mobile is. Hahaha. I decided to go for Blackberry. Hehehe. TTYL! I'm going to study *heavy sigh*

xoxo, chka
Ps: the result for my science try out just come out today. I got 7,25; standart, but i guess that's pretty good at my school.